That’s what CBT used to mean to me. The first time I ever heard it used in the “Cock and Ball Torture” sense, I was rather confused. I wasn’t sure how a computer worked into it. Now I understand, though…information and porn.
Anyway, this morning is twenty-six days. We are still going strong. We did have a brief discussion about how this is playing out, last night. I will explain that later. For now, I want to convey the wonderful night that NW and I had.
As I have mentioned before, there is very little sex going on during the week. When we do have sex, my cock (shaft and head) has been ignored. Everything that I receive, with the exception of a few moments sucking, a few days ago, is direct at my balls. As one might guess, that means that 95+% of the stimulation that I receive is in the form of discomfort. I say “discomfort”, instead of “pain”, because it isn’t all intense enough to qualify as pain. Much of it is mildly uncomfortable. For instance, light squeezing, light impact, light tugging/pulling and rolling my balls around and against each other, all cause slight discomfort, but nothing that I would classify as painful.
This whole way of approaching things is very intriguing to me. Every time that NW and I play, she edges me, multiple times, through discomfort/pain. I find it interesting because there is no lead up into this. Normally I would be teased, stroked and sucked until I have been edged a few times and then the discomfort is applied. I required the initial pleasure in order to get to a place where the pain could take me over the edge. I don’t seem to need that any longer.
Don’t misunderstand me. All discomfort/pain will not lead me to orgasm. The fact that there is any type of discomfort/pain, at all, that can take me from a cold start to edged is pretty fucking awesome. We are both interested to see what happens if we continue to starve my cock of stimulation, keep me denied and continue with the ball torment.
That leads to last night. As stated, I haven’t had an orgasm of any kind in twenty-six days. Other than the moments of sucking, I haven’t had any cock stimulation. By last night, I was in need. NW was kind enough to meet that need. It came in the form of, literally, two and a half hours of ball torture. Throughout the session I gave her orgasms. All of them were manual, as we were avoiding oral and didn’t want to pleasure my cock with intercourse. They were delivered via the usual avenues…fingering her clit, tweaking her clit, finger fucking her pussy and ass, tweaking her nipples, choking her, etc… If you have read my blog, you know all of the various ways.
For my part, she did everything from light squeezing/slapping to squeezing as hard as she could…both together, separately, rolling them together. I couldn’t believe that I was able to take it. The pain was so incredible, though. She slapped my balls, slowly, quickly, soft, hard. She would string together ten of fifteen medium punches, in rapid order, directed on to my balls. She hit me a few times and left me balled up, nursing my agonized manhood.
Again, this went on for two and a half hours. Then we finally made it to bed. A few hours later, I awoke and took the opportunity to wake her with three more orgasms. She repaid me by having my hold my balls for her and punching them.
When we awoke this morning, we spent another half an hour with me giving her orgasms and her torturing my balls. Yes, they are sore. Yes, it feels fucking incredible. Now, back to real life for a few days.