It has been a rather quiet few days. Last night was the first night that NW intentionally denied me. Yes, we finally found some time, and energy, to play a bit. Tonight we resumed. Unfortunately, in her enthusiasm, NW carried it a tad too far and sent me over the edge. It was ruined, of course. It was still unwanted, and a let down, though.
Once more, just before bed, we played a little more. This time we were more careful and made sure that no accidents occurred. I am not sure what her plan is, as far as how long to deny me. For that matter, I am not sure if she knows. She tends to play it by ear.
I do know that she is in dire want/need of some rough sex and s&m. We are still on hold until after the Dr. visit, though. I guess this is her denial. It will be here soon enough, though. By mid-week, we will be in the clear and pain is in the forecast. We are both looking forward to it.