This, That and Unplanned Denial

It is interesting how things can run at a thousand miles per hour and then abruptly stop.  Sometimes those stops are planned.  Sometimes they aren’t.  And, now, I see that even starts can occur, unplanned.

A few notes, first… 

The blog passed 10,000 views, a few days ago.  A mere pittance, to some, but a huge milestone for me.  Thank you to everyone who takes the time to read and, hopefully, enjoy.

Today marks day forty-eight since I last masturbated or pleasured myself.  It has been on my mind, lately, but I have not had an irresistible urge to partake.  I am not sure why, aside from wanting to give that pleasure to NW.  Whatever the reason, we are rapidly approaching two months.

This brings us to denial in general.  I have had orgasms on nine of the seventeen days of August.  That would seem like a lot.  I am still forty-two orgasms down from my normal rate, though.  That puts my total denied orgasms, from starting this in mid June, at one hundred and eighty.  We will likely hit the two hundred mark before the month is out.  Oddly enough, I have not yet panicked.

Now, back to what I was alluding to at the beginning of the post.  Today will be the third day since my last orgasm.  We never decided to start back up.  It just kind of happened.  Last night, NW wasn’t feeling well.  The night before, there was too much going on.  Life dictated that we start back up, even if only for a few days.  Will I get to have an orgasm tonight?  I have no clue.  As NW likes me wound up a bit for the weekends, though, I am guessing not.  Of course, that doesn’t preclude not feeling well, or life, thwarting us even if we do have plans.

In the past, this was easily remedied by my wanking it…a lot.  Since I have told NW that I won’t, even though she says I can, I haven’t.  Then again, I haven’t had an overwhelming urge to do so.

So, that is where we are.  NW has been craving some stern attention from me, but she has a Dr. appointment next week and we don’t want to scare anyone.  We are playing it by ear.

4 responses to “This, That and Unplanned Denial

  1. Congrats on the 10,000 views. I am, or I was obsessed with my stats for a while… is your site featured on ‘Keyheld’? That would make your stats go through the roof, mine did!

    • I am not overly concerned with the traffic, but it is nice to know that people are reading it.
      Nope. I have not been the featured site, but I am on there.

  2. Oh, I just meant were you on there… that’s odd then, cos my views went from 4,500 a month to 50,000 a month pretty much overnight! Then again I have got a lot more ‘pages’ to look at I suppose… so if one person visits and reads all my stories and every post they could rack up 2-300 views…

    I think the polls are quite a good way of finding out how many people are regularly visiting the site, especially since some of the stats on my site don’t bloody work! I get about 130-150 votes in a week long poll, so I assume that means there’s at least that many unique visitors a week. And I guess there’s probably a fair number who don’t vote too.

    You are doing very well with not masturbating! Especially considering how habitual you were. I assume that’s willpower and not a chastity device?

    • Some varied content would likely help things. It will get there. I am in no rush. If I let myself worry about it too much, my focus will end up in the wrong place.

      The masturbation control is a matter of willpower. Until we get the ring resized, we aren’t really using the steelworxx. Honestly, though, it hasn’t been much of a struggle. There have been days, no doubt, but I seem to have adjusted fairly easily. Go figure…

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